Realization.

I realized today, that i'm not as strong as I think I am. I've thought for awhile that I don't care what happens because everything happens for a reason. I've thought I can cope with almost anything because I've been through so much.

But today I realized I can't cope with the simplest things. I forgot until today, that I can't handle losing people. I can't handle being yelled at. I can't handle things not going the way I want them to.

If i was really strong, I would yell right back. If i was strong, I'd see that it's okay to lose people, because they're leaving for a reason. If I was strong, I wouldn't expect much from people.

I've realized I'm not tough and bulletproof. I'm fragile and breakable.